Chapter 45- The Endless Universe

             One universe, the boundaries unknown. Lots of galaxies with more solar systems in each one. If you think about it, there must be some other life form than just us. Perhaps there even is a parallel universe if you choose to believe it. Maybe my life over there would be easier and happier.

            When I think about it, perhaps the idea of a parallel universe is my utopia. Maybe there is another planet with humans out in the universe. Perhaps more advanced or more behind, but it doesn’t matter. If there was a one-way ticket to space exploration or space pioneering, I think I would sign up. There isn’t really that much I would lose or that I have great importance on planet Earth. At least if I signed up and went even though it’s dangerous, I think the legacy I leave behind would satisfy me.

            I guess I will never know if we really are alone in this universe. It seems almost impossible to be true. It looks to me like there are so many unknown and unsolved mysteries of the universe that will never be solved. Maybe it’s supposed to be like that…

Chapter 21- The Wall

             We’ve all been through some sort of rejection in our lives. Either it’s going to school, getting a job, or asking out a girl, we all face something known as the wall. You can’t see through it, climb it, or go through it. It’s one of the mysteries in the universe.

            After I graduated secondary school, I applied to various post-secondary in hope to further my education. I had some well known schools reject my admission because I did not qualify. Education can’t be determined by money and your level of intelligence. Education is determined by the passion to learn. That’s what it should be, but it’s not. That’s a wall encountered.

            When I went to apply some jobs after graduating post-secondary, I sent out many resumes and cover letters to various organizations. Most of them never call back to let me know. When I do get a call for an interview, I go and then get called for a second interview. After that, I never got a call for the job. Another wall encountered as I had no clue why I did not qualify for that job.

            From the previous chapter, I told you how I got turned down. I’m not using the word rejected because the friendship did not get damaged from the process. I knew eventually I would have to face the wall some day in my life. I can’t be lying to myself and giving me false hope. Nonetheless, the universe has spoken and given me a wall.

            So far, I have not found a way past the wall. It’s an unsolved mystery or one of the obstacles that life gives me. There must be a way past the wall. Would there be more walls one after another? I don’t know, but I am determined to face the wall and not turn around. If I have to crawl under it and get my hands dirty, I will. If I have to scale the wall like I’m climbing Mount Everest, I will. If I have to keep pounding on the wall with my bare hands until it collapses, I will. It is clear to me; I will fight for the things I hold close to my heart, my passion, and my goal. My pursuit to happiness.