Some people change and some don’t.
What’s important for me is making sure I am who I am. I will make changes if
necessary in order to improve myself and how I want people to treat me.
One day at work, I got called to the
big boss’ office to have a meeting. The big boss and a supervisor came to meet
me saying that I had failed my probation at the department I was in. The boss
who picked on me whom I’ve been talking about in previous chapters didn’t like
my performance as well as another coworker who was a mother. Eventually, only
two young girls were left in that department and I knew he liked the young
girls. The big boss said that previous department that I used to work with
wanted to give me a second chance. I was going to move back to my original
department and also have my probation extended for an extra month.
For me, I believe in self
improvement and I wanted to know exactly how I had failed. The big boss said
that I would have to wait a few hours before he got to work. I waited and
finally saw him. He and another supervisor sat down with me to discuss. He said
that he did not have to give me the reason why I failed or even tell me. I responded
by saying that I wanted to know what I did wrong so that I can improve. Still
no answer, but instead he yelled at me for saying that I wanted to improve when
it was too late and I didn’t improve when I was working with him. He told me
that he had the final say after talking with other supervisors and leads. He
also mentioned that it wasn’t personal because if it was, I wouldn’t have
stayed in his department that long. Deep down in my mind, I knew it was
personal since the very first day he said he was going to be pick on me more
because I was a guy. He only wanted girls to work with him and only the young
ones. I thanked him for his support while I was in his department and requested
a reference. He didn’t want to give me one and simply referred it to my big
boss. I shook his hand and walked out feeling upset.
The big boss was outside and asked
me to have a chat. The first thing he said was that I shouldn’t worry about my
probation and that I can pass. Next he said that my boss shouldn’t have raised
his voice at me because I haven’t done any thing that’s wrong significantly. He
leveled down with me and said to look at him now. He was my big boss. H e said
that one day I might be a boss or his boss or the boss of the company. I felt
inspired and became emotional. This was a good boss, a good man. He is who I
envision to be a true leader.
That night, I was upset yet
inspired. I realized one thing; I was going to let this all go. There was no
point in holding a grudge against my sexist boss. The actions he had made were
unjust and unfair. He was too hardened to feel for others. I’m not going to be
mad at him or act differently when I see him. I was going to be a better man
and take the higher grounds with my morals and ethics intact.
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